DEAR ISSAC,
TODAY SUCKS.
SERIOUS.
THIKING ABT IT MAKES ME WANT TO CRY AGAIN..
: ((((((((((((
i dont feel like talking abt tt thing cause its not guang rong at all and im nt proud of it.
but i reallyreally got into quite a serious trouble..
and worst thing is i got my mom involved.
i cried nt because of my punishment but its because mom nv blamed me or scolded me.
i feel so guitly..
i sent her a sms
and i really meant it.
i want to score four As for her for EOY..
dad got scold me when i came home..
he said alot things that are nt true.
he said i am nt sad .
false.alot lah..
its all false; hurting words to me.
but i alr got use to it.
let him say all he like bah.
he will nv understand.
i tried to tell him, yet he scolded me. so? whats the point?
just let him think wat he thinks bah..
even when im sad, he just thinks tt im happy-g0-lucky type.
another thing is that..
i see everybody getting so excited abt gg back to pri sch and meeting pri sch friends.
well, im also pretty psyched abt it too.
im supposed to go back today
but i didnt go back .. why?
because adeline dont want to go back anymore..
its nt her fault.. its mine.. :(
and i dont want to go back alone, coming back training again.
well, im such a NICE friend arent i?
i really wanted to go, until coach came, den i knew i cant go liao..
so many people called me to ask me whr i was..
i dont know lah..
i just feel very sad..
seeing so many people happy abt tmr..
i just dont feel like coming sch tmr anymore..
sorry laihan, nicole, bryan hwaxiang.
i got another A today, 85/100 - maths.
KIMLI<3
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